Showing posts with label black love. Show all posts
Showing posts with label black love. Show all posts

Sunday, October 5, 2008

Blink


Sacrifice your pride for love. It is always worth it!

Dont Let Me Be Misunderstood - Nina Simone

Friday, August 8, 2008

Whatitdo

Will Springfield

Love to share these good times with someone, but God hasn't allowed that yet.
Learning patience...definitely a virtue.

John Legend - Lets Get Lifted Again - John Legend

Wednesday, August 6, 2008

Blink

Never forget that when one door closes, another one opens...Welcome yourself in!

Saturday, August 2, 2008

Insatiable

Olivia Christine

See if you are reading this for the first or 50th time. You are realizing that a little inspiration with me can go a mile. I write about what I feel and that is why I'm so vivid in my thinking. Feel free to play in the pool of my thoughts. Here is a little piece from back in the day that I wrote that I would like to share with you. Peace

I drew pictures of your face in the sand.

Thoughts of you came through my hand.

With paintbrushes mixed with paint.

In the softest ink.

With the power of a tsunami my love bleeds

From the energy of a butterfly wing

Or a breeze from you breathing.

You enter into me

All of it exists beneath our beings.

I am… everything you need.

Everything you see.

When there is no you, then there will be no me.

We flee to islands off the Caribbean.

Riding tidal waves on high seas,

Lips drenched from sweating

At that moment, I inhaled your essence.

Your presence is a lesson in perfection.

I can taste your tears of pain.

And in the same moment I stop the rain.

I envision pictures of you glistening

From soft kissing, neck biting, and lip pulling.

Forgetting that it’s only four in the morning.

Cause, this is our moment.

I can’t help hearing you “moaning”

You think I forget dark nights in dark places

Tongue kissing, leaves lips bitten.

On your skin it was written.

Little pulls…pull bra off.

One kiss, next things you know it’s all on.

I can’t remember the last time I felt this

A moment of bliss

You’ll never forget

Cause you love it

Thursday, July 31, 2008

Why?

Catherine Komp

Today, I received that phone call I never want to receive from anyone. Years ago, I taught in a middle school in one of the worst parts of America. My students lived in a third world country right inside the borders of country that feels it needs to "liberate" everyone else and enslave its own. In my first two years, I had six pregnancies, 2 killings, and numerous wars within my school. It is hard to be a great teacher when you know that your kids worry about eating that evening. In the midst of all those kids I had very few who were motivated and impacted by the power of education. Out of that small percentage, I receive a phone call from one of those kids crying hysterically. In the midst of the crying, I found out that one of my student's lost his mother to a vicious murder. I am attaching the link to the article if you would like to read more about the savage shit that occurs every day in America.

http://wjz.com/local/robber.stabbing.2.775742.html

I do not know what is wrong with this country. I would write more about this, but I cannot hold back the tears, so please send your condolences to the family and watch your back. Cause this country is toilet and its only due time before God flushes.


RIP Elizabeth Queensbury

(A moment of silence)

Wednesday, July 30, 2008

Blink

Sander van der Veen

HAPPINESS KEEPS YOU SWEET
TRIALS KEEP YOU STRONG
AND SORROWS KEEP YOU HUMAN
FAILURES KEEP YOU HUMBLE
SUCCESS KEEPS YOU GLOWING
BUT ONLY GOD KEEPS YOU GOING!

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

Brutal Honesty

Ashlee Desire

For my birthday I wrote myself a letter and I was very serious with myself. I wanted to share this you young world, because we make mistakes and don't learn from them. It had taken a day like today for me to realize how much I needed to change. I have been working on me for quite a while. This blog is helping to me to make that change...one day at a time!


Happy Birthday to me...yesterday I was in a funk. Not because I have become 2* which is a great accomplishment (where I'm from)! But for the fact that I am still caught in the web: women. I deleted numbers galore and here comes another. Yeah I know I don't need to talk to them or entertain the energy, but for some weak reason I still do it. Is it me trying to prove something? Is it an insecurity? Is it just childish behavior? Either way it still affect 50% of the shit I do...sad to say. The other 50% is trying to make life better for my family. Since its my birthday I feel I need to get a couple of things off my chest. First, being 2* feels great. At 17 I was told that I wouldn't be shit (I was event expected to be in jail before my 18th birthday). I was so dedicated to change that I carved the word "PERFECT" in my arm because all I wanted to be is perfect. After years of successes and failures, I am feeling better about where I am, I know I still have far to go. God has made foot prints in the sand, and all I have to do is walk in them. Next, I wonder what the f*ck am I doing with these women? It's crazy to me...I can talk on the phone with one every single day and then tomorrow I could careless if I see or hear from her again. I wonder if it me being in competition with my dudes? Am I trying to prove something to myself? Am I a misogynists? I wondering about this a lot because I know that I am unhappy with the constant chase (of nu nu). Even more so, I'm tired of settling for less than I deserve. I have the best woman a man could have...she is smart, driven, beautiful, community center, family loving, supportive, and strong. I could see myself marrying her when I'm ready to get married. But I still have this demons that haunt my soul. I had a nightmare last night that she caught me with someone I could careless about. She and I have cried and promised and cried and promised and cried...and still I at it again. I really feel Me'shell NdegeOchello when she said "I have never been faithful to anyone except God." Cause I have been the same way. All of my relationship i have cheated. In most cases, I cheated when the relationship began to fall apart, but still I have cheated. I hope that my existence is not consumed by this one thing...I deserve more than that for myself. Lastly, this upcoming year. This year is going to be about achieving my dream. Financial freedom, and cutting back on all my addictions. I am closer to both. I know that I am outgrowing my old habits, but at times I feel like I am back to my old habits. The following things I need to incorporate in my life so that I could achieve greatness.
1. Consistency in everything (checking)
2. Exercise (check)
3. Save money (check)
4. Cut the fat- everyone is not your friend (checking)
5. Control yourself! It will be there tomorrow! (check)

Thankful - MeShell Ndegeocello

Saturday, July 26, 2008

Sunshine

Kristin Kelli


Beautiful, you are my true and living love sonnet

The perfect gift that I always wanted

I am truly a part of your image and essence

I exist with your presence and effervescence

We could complain about never being happy

That's not reality when I see you laughing

Causalities happen to all those who stand between this

The message in the bottle was sealed with a kiss

You reign supreme on top of the list of wishes

While most don't know what happiness is, it is

Waking to you in the morning with the smile

That lets me know that last night wasn't too wild

And we are right back at this again with the sunrise

Cause in this room I find my sunshine

In my mind the perfect feeling rewinds

That very first time….I'm speechless

You are beyond the reaches of these words

You are the enigma that dreams birth

The thought that leads to the tongue

The feeling of that first wedding bell rung

Embracing the feeling of each other becoming one

We don't need to leave the bedroom when I'm into u

No matter what we do, this is more than sexual

This is intellectual and spiritual meeting between 2

In here we break the rules of limitation

Why care when in here we nation building

With patience and precision kisses and licks its

Great how I could careless who's pissed

When all I ever wanted was this!!!


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Blink


Some days your thoughts and a pen are the best company.


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Thursday, July 24, 2008

For You...

The Carter Photography

YOU'RE NOT MISSED...SEE YOU ON THE TOP OR FROM IT!
And please don't act a fool...it's not becoming of a lady:)

Monday, July 21, 2008

Fantasy

Chavon Staten

Her elegance and excellence made me crave her presence
She was the best student to my life long lessons
The fact that she was all that I could imagine
Pure sugar to all these saccharine additives
When we met it was long nights of talking on the phone
My addiction to the sound of her tone made me zone
To a place where I could taste every part of her figure
She could be my "B"...and I her "Jigga"
I figure that since we spent nights on cloud 9
With a bottle of wine and a line from my rhymes
I could make everything refine, even divine
Makes everything better when I use to sweat her
Better yet sweat all over her....my girl, my world, my pearl,
My night unfurls with one more moment with her.

Just a thought...

Confidence

Crissy LaVoz

I have been recently explaining my trials and tribulations of living on Mother Earth. I feel that it is time to give back to the very spirits that come in contact with this. Here is a little explanation into why men do what we do. The first thing that attracts me to any woman is CONFIDENCE. You can be very confident in yourself and not an asshole, which I have been at times myself. I enjoy the intrigue that comes when I watch you walk around the room. Noticing you, but never giving you all the attention. Just waiting for that eye contact to let you know "come here:)" That raw sex appeal is the most noticeable attribute you can have in any setting. When I find myself in the eye of the public I know that it is simply about acting "in the know." That means act as if you know what you are talking about...period. Ladies it's that simple. Always enjoy your experiences:) boomp3.com

Thursday, July 17, 2008

The Lost is Found

Today I woke up with such negative energy holding onto my spirit. I sat in front of the computer to start my search in looking for a "hustle" while I am creating an empire. When I couldn't find anything to do I sat in front of my vision board and asked for guidance. The voice inside told me to get up and go out. So when most days I would jump in the car and go out, today I got on my scooter and road the city. Embracing the smiles and spirits of the people that watched me as I ride. From the old lady who said "hello" and gave me a smile that could light the sun to the man who told me "you are too damn cool on that scooter." Each one of them sharing positive energy with me as I travel. In that cruise through the city I realized that I am blessed. I am blessed for each person who sacrifices their time and energy to make things in this world better. Once I arrived at "the shop" I was greeted by my family. We walked and talked about the struggles and strifes of being a positive male in a world that seems to be tearing at the seams. As soon as we finished talking about being blessed, this older Black couple asked if we were looking for some part time work registering people to vote. After giving them my information, I thanked the couple and kept on my journey. In just 2 hrs of walking this planet, my energy went from distraught to enlightened. I know that during these times most people are struggling with the present state of the economy and their situation. The MOST HIGH sent me some great people and I am thankful for each one of them.
"The greatest struggles we deal with are on the inside!"
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