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I didn't know how to love you
I didn't show you, I grew too
I wish I could have been better
I wish I could repay all the favors
The essence of perfections
More than just a suggestion
The lesson is, that I lost you
I see everyday the cost too
Here in my cold bed crying
Thinking of you is like dying
Every breath ends with sighing
Lights have dim without u shining
All I have is just this blinding pain
Feeling insane trying to finding sane
Hope you have found the same
I can't help that I haven't dealt with it
Come to grips with it
This never fits in
Guess you are finish
I should have listened
But you are who I'm missing
Withdrawal of your love is sickening

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Now playing: Stevie Wonder - Never Dreamed You'd Leave in Summer

I Don't Know Why

I Don't Know Why (I Love this Song so much)
Guess I can relate

Snow Bound

So we're locked in this room together
Snow outside, Hell inside feels better
My emotions made me Helter Skelter
Past problems made my heart welter
It's easier to blame someone else for this
Like it wasn't my lips that wanted the kiss
She seen my problems with ways to solve them
What I do? Just get up and run.
Run for the ones who can make me forget
Always high til I come back to the same shit
She wonders what wrong with my energy
Why I treat her like she was the enemy
When in reality, it was always me in infamy
I can blame the pains on the industry
The family problems that seem infinitely
I spent everything to get thru times
But always ended back at the white lines
I don't know if I will change
I don't know if I want to change
I don't know if I can let go of this pain

I do need to go
I do need to grow
Do I need some more!?

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Now playing: Stevie Wonder - I Don't Know Why

Never Dreamed You'd Leave In Summer

I should have written this a year ago but I fear that those who know me might see this as my moment to be vulnerable. It's been a long time since u heard my voice and today I swear I heard yours. I moved on to being ready for marriage, but that seems more like a mirage. I still taste your lip gloss mixed with my flaws and got lost in the sauce. But enough with the past. I need to move past our past which has passed. I know that you have moved on because I pushed you away. But still today I drive by your way in hope that our eyes don't gaze because that when I remember those days. The first day when we kissed in the rain and I couldn't blame anyone for being so into you. But days have changed and I should forget your name. Oddly enough, I can admit I still can't.


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Now playing: Stevie Wonder - Never Dreamed You'd Leave In Summer - Live

Sunshine

Kristin Kelli

Beautiful, you are my true and living love sonnet

The perfect gift that I always wanted

I am truly a part of your image and essence

I exist with your presence and effervescence

We could complain about never being happy

That's not reality when I see you laughing

Causalities happen to all those who stand between this

The message in the bottle was sealed with a kiss

You reign supreme on top of the list of wishes

While most don't know what happiness is, it is

Waking to you in the morning with the smile

That lets me know that last night wasn't too wild

And we are right back at this again with the sunrise

Cause in this room I find my sunshine

In my mind the perfect feeling rewinds

That very first time….I'm speechless

You are beyond the reaches of these words

You are the enigma that dreams birth

The thought that leads to the tongue

The feeling of that first wedding bell rung

Embracing the feeling of each other becoming one

We don't need to leave the bedroom when I'm into u

No matter what we do, this is more than sexual

This is intellectual and spiritual meeting between 2

In here we break the rules of limitation

Why care when in here we nation building

With patience and precision kisses and licks its

Great how I could careless who's pissed

When all I ever wanted was this!!!

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