Y R U Back

If you wonder where I have been...here's a little reflective thought

Too far to come back home
Too lost to know I was gone
Too broke to get some help
Too much pain from the whelps
Too many emotions to feel
Too real to understand the deal
Too hard to cry about it
Too honest to lie about it
Too many times I'm done
Too many nights I'm the only one
Too much my past hasn't passed
Too many times, this was my last
Too many dollars and no class
Too many times I act unabashed
Guess is why I returned back
Guess this is the audience I attract.

The Desire to Change

Eminem

In the past couple of days, I am reflecting on my past year and my search for change. I feel that I am working towards the peace to ease my spirit. However, things around me have increasingly irritated me, and I know that the problem lies within me. I know that I am capable of having a peaceful life. Yesterday, I began writing my New Year’s Resolutions, and I know if they are, anything compared to last year's resolution I should have a great year ahead of me. There has to be a reason behind theses internal conflicts...just gotta keep searching.

"Under no circumstances should you lose hope. Hopelessness is a real cause of failure. Remember, you can overcome any problem. Be calm, even when the external environment is confused or complicated; it will have little effect if your mind is at peace. "

- Dalai Lama