Just Restart

I share the art that helps me thru the challenges of life. Hope they do the same for you.

Free(dom)

I'm wrestling with the devil in the ring of life...

This song is so symbolic of my life, but I persevere cause that's what brings about the things I envision and imagine. Never stop fighting for happiness.

DeSiReS

I know that she misses my kisses.
Since I admit I miss all of my misses
This sickness makes me imagine
Sheets from silk, pillows made out satin
The action that made everything fantastic
The times I touched those lips made me slip
Into a deep daze or haze that could amaze
I know that I wasn't perfect when we met
But this taste of your beautiful sweet sweat
That I taste from your neck and chest
I couldn't pass this moment to lose myself
I don't know what else I could give
But inside your heart is where I live
I would give anything to be there with you
I must have you inside my soul
You're the warm place inside from the cold
I know that they said I would quit
I'm so into you you that I throw fits
Cause they don't know what we have
And there fear of loneliness make me laugh
In my essence I would give you a bath
Inside my soul forever is where it last
Inside my eyes you can see my pain
But inside you is the answer to keep sane
Karma Sutra could make this better
I put to your skin the finest feathers
I don't fret to let go in the moment
It's almost an omen for me to own it
I can't let you leave without knowing me
I can't let you see that you're my only need
You're the reasons that I can't past the point
I have to say that your saliva anoints my joints
To the position that make me want you more
in this poem I must pour everything that makes smile
I have to admit I haven't done this in a while
And the Tao tells me to embrace my beauty
I find my losing it in this cutie is a Godly duty
I should have not questioned if I could be this happy
I am all these things, at 2000% passionately
Why we should never quit makes me admit
That I can never live without this bliss

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Now playing: Bilal - All For Love

Sometimes

Sometimes the oldies will bring back that feeling that you need at the moment...here is mine (sometimes)

[Intro]

This is a song that makes me spill out all my guts

Sometimes

Sometimes, I wish I wasn't me

Sometimes, I wish I was drug free

Sometimes, wish I saw the exit sign first

Sometimes, wish I knew the truth without search

Sometimes, I wish I could go where I never been

See what I never saw, do what I never did

Or walk before I could crawl Sometimes

I wish my eyes wasn't so red Sometimes,

I wish I had breakfast in bed Sometimes,

I mean it's worth it

Since I did all the work last night

Sometimes, you ain't good to me, yes

I am good to you

And you don't see my attention the way that I do

Sometimes, hey slim, you should be nicer than you are

Sometimes, you take that complaining shit way too far

I mean, I thought it was cute in the beginning but now

I think you only do it cuz you know I hate it

Sometimes, you got me wishing I didn't have home training

Sometimes, then it wouldn't hurt me so bad

With dreams of knocking you in your head

Then it wouldn't hurt me so bad

With our kitchen knife put up your ass

Sometimes, wish I knew life with no pain, yeah

Wish I held the keys to this game

Sometimes, I pretend cuz I'm afraid to be, afriad to be

Sometimes, I hope I live to see twenty five

Sometimes, I wish I could be like Moses

Round up my people, move out the ghetto

And live a better life

Sometimes, I wish I didn't try so hard

Sometimes, who knows truth any way

They don't know nothing, who needs that approval

The sun in your hands player

Move at your own pace, listen to your own mind

Do your own thing, yeah yeah

I'm saying it because I love ya

And I wanna grow with you, yeah yeah

But you wanna run in the other direction

So I got to stay on my path until

I winI win, I win, I win

I wanna win, I wanna win, I wanna win, I wanna win

Oh sometimes, sing it with me I wish (I wish in love)

And I wish, oh I wish (I wish in peace)

Oh sometimes (I wish in hope)

I wish hope (I wish true)

I wish true(I wish clearly)

Hey I wish so clearly sometimes(Wish with no fear)

I wish with no fear(I have no fear)

I have no fear(Have no doubt)

I have no doubt(I don't doubt)

I don't doubt(Have no doubt)

No, I don't doubt(Have no doubt, I wish love)

I wish love, hey hey

[Ad lib until fade]

Mental Stimulation

After realizing that I will be homeless for 5 days I look at the fact that one of my friends was homeless for 32 days. The experience of being homeless is an eye opener because you are solely depended on your faith in God. You look at all the previous experiences that brought you to that moment. Should you quit on the fact that you are at the wall? I feel like a kid again, playing a game of "suicide" with my dudes. Now I'm standing at the wall again with my eyes close hoping that no one hits me before I get another chance. Today was a beautiful day! I purchased a new book that I know will change my life forever. Now I have accepted the fact that I will be great. I know that my present condition will be no reflection of the accomplishments. I was at the lowest point most people could experience and I decided to "ball out" on my dreams. Give life a chance to see that I am destiny to change everything I come in contact with on this planet. I am truly blessed to have the opportunity to truly live out GOD's will.

Patience and Discipline transforms good to GREATNESS!

(Silence to Meditate on Greatness)

Weekend

In the wind this weekend...see you Monday:)