I WANT YOU...

Audrey Kawasaki

Dear You,

I am writing this letter about you because I do not know how to say this without looking like a fool. I admit that I do have too much pride to tell you how much I am into you. Shit, I would say that I have been addicted you, since I first felt your aura. The first day I saw you I did not know what to say to you. My sly jokes and quick quips were distracted to keep you from seeing me stare. I completely understand why men flock to you...your natural beauty, stunning elegance, and idealistic individuality makes the reflection of Queens. I will admit ahead of time, that I fear telling you that I need you. I fantasize about the last moment I kissed you. The warmth of your lips transferred life into me. Therefore, as I put my heart out to the world without even letting you know it is all in your hands. Wondering if you know that you play my keys of life.

Your Love,
Desire

Lesson Learned

I miss you more than the sunrises in Cali...but I gotta keep movin on!

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Blink

RT Photos

On pillows of life we lay our hearts. Hoping that we can change the day
that past with the morning we wake. Memories are created and times are
changed by the decisions we make. This can build and destroy moments by
designing destiny. Live every second to the milli. This is life, love
it!

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Memories

Angie Esmay

This is an old message I wrote to myself, I hope it helps you and I on this journey. Thank you to all the supporters. For without you I am nothing. Peace and Blessings!

My new motto is unlimited freedom (resources to support a life without fear of repercussions. I need more hustles, more grind, and more discipline. I am getting better, but I can be the best. The women are disappearing and the self improve is coming. It seems that all the women I ever work for want me to change for them. Become their boyfriend, their best friend, their friend, their subordinate, and their employee. Fuck that! I know that God has a greater purpose for me and this life. This is just a lesson in the fact that I need to stick to my grind, ride my path, and design my future. I'm letting the loose weight break off, but still holding onto the most valuable resource: my ambition! 1/27/07

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Habit Forming

Model/Artist: J Lie

Found a jewel today in the rough...create a vision board. It will change your life. Focus your mind in that position no matter what your present status. See yourself in all of the things you see. Envision yourself there and you will be there soon enough. We are create our own realities...

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Alone again

Photographer: April Sims

My ego wouldn't leave me alone. I choose not to listen to his hunger to prove something. Can you get her? Can you make them do it? Every night ego seems to keep calling me to prove my loyalty and passion.The ego is nothing more than a defense mechanism to keep you from getting hurt. See if I meet you when I'm (him), then I take advantage of any hint you offer. If you bite your lip, if you stare too long, if you exhale too hard...I watch every word your body says. He leaves me the opportunity to talk about those thick lips cause that's what I see right now. I comment on the beauty of those shoes cause I want them to dig into my back as you scream. That side of my being is an ego driven monster. The pursuit to create and obtain every fantasy you can imagine. If you want to loose every part of your being in a forest during a rain storm. Let's set the date and I'll bring the thunder and lighting. It seems that every time I unleash him, another young soul is lost in the battle. I know there is nothing to prove by doing this, yet still I do it.

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Blink

My Life 1.0

(Silence)

The Yawn

So that you truly understand the impact of this blog. I am a connoisseur of some of the finest things in the world. I am respected for my perspective on many things, but I can't seem to express everything that is truly going on in this mind. So I designed a blog and remain anonymous to the rest of society. Each post has a song that goes along with the thought. Each pic is symbolic of the mood I felt during that experience. In sharing these thoughts and experience I hope that the moment you read this and listen to the song, you truly understand that I am trying to cure my best/worst addiction...DESIRES (you will understand)

Welcome to a glimpse of me...