Mis(s)ing U

I wish I could send this letter to her
But I was suppose to move on from her
That was my mind in the old world
But I can't seem to let go of what unfurrel
She loved me when I was still finding
Caught me when I fell from climbing
Then when it was perfect timing
I left in one breath
Told her there was no one else
When in reality, I lost myself
Too busy looking for a warm place
To escape from a recluse mind state
How could I erase the memories
No more late calls after the drinking
Now it's long days of just thinking
But i can't change my past
But I can't just keep going and crash
Crashing into her in the streets
Not knowing how to speak
Not going to the peak
Because it's scary on top
It's hard to change when you have to stop
I can't keep going with her knowing
So in one poem, I share our moment

The Art of making Moons Collide

From the nape of your neck, I start my pecks.

To every curve and crease, I pay respect
Trace the lines of time on your skin.
I tend to spend time tasting the end of where I begin
Run my tongue across your jaw line to your chin
Tasting the sweat off this moment, we spend
Taking time to kiss every part of your beauty
I loosely view these moments are perfect
Next time is even more worth it
Moistening that desert that was once deserted
Turning it into an ocean, I want to float in
The enjoyment of you keeps me going
Caressing the heaven inside of you is the best
I don’t want my hand to touch u I must confess
I want to feel your heart pulse in each of your breaths
You were willed by the heavens to walk this earth
And in the holiness of life you were birthed
No matter how many came before you…u are first
To unearth this feeling of contentment and investment
…Into the perfect past, future and present.
You are Christmas morning with the greatest present
Sitting right under the tree like its been there for me
Eternally…I’m still learning that you were in my past
I was your wife and you were my husband the first time
But in this lifetime, I trace your thighs with my fingertips
I sip the saliva off your lips and quench my spirit
The pool of your presence makes me feel restless
As if, I need to do all and nothing in the same moment
Bite marks leave little abrasions of where I was facing
When I patiently waiting for you to cum to me
Lay here naked but your body runs to me (it’s so fun to me)
Run for me, adores me, and treats me accordantly
Watch me…watch me…watch me as I do this
Bite that lip, clinch that fist, and swim this abyss
It’s all that you could ask for and more
Tears run those eyes as you experience being alive
I love how you feel on the inside of my life
Walk the halls of this sanctuary and witness my existence
Sing along and listen to the sounds of my experiences
I don’t know if I want to dip into the cavern
Cause the slow burn of being turned on make you learn thresholds
And I want to push this one beyond what can be held in this vessel

It scares me...

Found this one in the archives and was thinking I should share it with the world...

I drip drops of wine down you spine
Sipping the fluid drop off ur fine behind
Watching how u are aligned with my hands
Knowing rivers run deep as ur lips expand
How that chest expands as I kiss that back
Pushin harder against u until we collapse
Having those relapses of the first time we attract
I can't believe how this could be all so simple
Bite marks all over your frame, rearranged
To say the same of the moments we claim
Now that I got u warmed up, I find u insatiable
The sweetness of all the best fruits
My hair pulling is tearing the roots
I can't stop cause I want you to c** for me
Without me being inside the warmest seas
Can u feel me behind those knees
All over your body I play life's keys
No tease can please like me licking that body
This is organismic!!!
If it end it would be tragic
I want to break this craftmatic
Soak through these fine fabrics
Next time we will get to the action:)