Inspirational Looks

Kiss an angel and see my angle
Ride this emotion, could you handle
All this emotion may be dismantled
Telling the truth to the jury and panel
She told me she was gone for good
But some how we still panned out
War of the hearts; with a man down
She said I wasn't what she wanted
The perfect prey for the hunted
Post my picture on her mind: Wanted
I can't front I love this chase
Circular sex around my place
She looks me in the face and sees
Everywhere she wants to be
But in me she fear instability
I can't be what I have never been
All I am is a lover, soldier, and friend
The sex and emotions are plus
But I rather take the love over lust
This age makes it's a little more rough
The addiction to make her back hurt
Is where I determine my self worth
She takes a piece of me in her purse
My hands on her thighs are my flirts
In palm is the filth and the gift
You'll understand when you kiss my lips
This is beyond what you could imagine
It's...minutes...moments...spirits
Meeting at the middle
This is the tidal at the top of your T's
The perfect section of all of your needs
Maybe you could feel me with one E
But this is real ecstasy, best believe me

When you know

I knew when I made the choice to be a better man for not just for her, but for myself. I know that she is worth the effort, thoughts, and struggle. I could be ok at my present state, but why just be ordinary when I could be extraordinary. To choose someone above yourself is the greatest sacrifice. I knew that it was going to be a struggle for me since I've spent years being selfish. I thought it was gonna be easy and simple; instead it has been hard. I acknowledge that I've been selfish. Partially because of my situation with my son. The struggle of sacrificing so much to lose it in the (end) has been a struggle. I see that my ways much change, so I step it up. I face my greatest challenges and fears face to face. Some were easy to conquer. Others are such a struggle that I find myself spending hours fight against falling back in the habit. I don't claim to be perfect. Honesty I'm perfectly imperfect. I know that all I can do is put forth all my effort and the greatest reward will come.

You know it's something special when you would move around the world for her. I can say it was simple, but in reality it's the hardest decision I've made thus far. I've put her before me, cause she deserves to be. I haven't praised anyone before, but if I am going to believe, love, and trust someone. Why not the person who makes you think about it?

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Now playing: Alicia Keys - Like You'll Never See Me Again

Living outside the Box

I know there have been many times when I was my own worst enemy. Spent hours on end fearing that I wouldn't make it. I know that I shouldn't worry about making it, since everyone I knew was successful at failing. Why should I pursue the goal of being better when everything sucks right now. Then I learned that this feeling has sides of the same coin. So I decided to focus on the successes regardless of what the present conditions. You can go from living on the streets to a multimillionaire in the matter of years. All you need is discipline and persistence and you can accomplish it. Note to self: The hard part hasn't even start...Success is harder to maintain than obtain.

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Now playing: Gil Scott-Heron - Save The Children

Forget Me Not

Hey World,

I have not forgotten about you, I have spent the last several weeks really finding that solid ground during shaky times. I have seen the days accumulating more struggles, more dreams, and more faith. In the matter of days, there have been moments when I could have lost the only who love me unconditionally. Everything I has existed on the brink of self-destruction without anyone having to raise a hand. So now, I am sitting here writing my pros and cons list again. The pros of happiness versus the cons of failure, and I need to make that decision that will forever affect the two. Prayer and faith are the only things that could bring a strong man through weak times.

My CC around town

I'm loving her like I should! She makes me better so I have no reason to go anywhere else.

Know thy Frienemies

Alex Grey

This series gives you the opportunity to learn about the incoming administration regardless of your support or hatred. I am an advocate for knowing about the United States government, regardless of the race of the president. Even though I have a deep admiration and love for Barack Obama, I am no fool to the "elites" that truly run this country. It is only right that I share what I know, so that we can make strides towards that growth and prosperity we deserve. A wise man told me, the worst enemy of the successful is ignorance. So let us not ignore...

The New Hires:

Gregory B. Craig: Chief Lawyer

Pete Rouse: Senior White House Adviser.

Mona Sutphen: Deputy Chief of Staff.

Jim Messina: White House Deputy Chief of Staff.

Phil Schiliro: President's Liaison to Congress.

Ron Klain: Joe Biden's Chief of Staff.

Courtesy of Wall Street Journal