One of those days

L Y M A R I E

Today I feel alone in a crowded room. I wish I felt different, but I don't...
Things will change, they have no choice!

[Preface] My Life Story...

This has been the greatest struggle in my life. I have cheated on every relationship I have ever been in. I am a product of my failures and I hope that my apologies could fix the mistakes I have made in my past.

My daddy made no excuse
I believe my lies are truth
Why won't you eat what you are fed
Cause when I touch myself I think of only you
And when I touch someone else

No one is faithful I am weak
I'll go astray
Forgive me for my ways

I hear voices and I can't stand to be alone
'Cause emptiness is all I have ever known
Soiled by my lust I feel no shame
No longer forsaken when they call my name
Beautiful angels come to my bed
I am satisfied on their flesh I have fed

No one is faithful I am weak
I'll go astray
Forgive me for my ways