There is no need to disrespect people. The greatest punishment a person could receive is seeing you happy and successful. Put your faith in the fact that we can change our external environment when we change our internal environment. Love for yourself is a habit that makes the world more beautiful.
Under no circumstance should you lose hope. Hopelessness is the real cause of failure. Remember, you can overcome any problem. Be calm, even when external environment is confused or complicated; it will have little effect if your mind is at peace.