Joshua HollandThis was a very eventful weekend to say the least. I was privileged to see the lies that are around me. The Most High showed me that there are thieves in the temple and I have to exit before I am one of the victims. It wasn't just one thing, it was the entire situation that needed to changed. Here is a question I posed to myself "when is a person no longer your friend?" The answer to the question is "at the point they stop being honest." So if they were never honest, then they were never your friend. This hurts since I thought a true friend will tell you the truth even if it hurts. They will give even when they don't have, and will put forth when all else has dissolved. It is at the point I thought of the question that I realized the answer is I don't have true "friends." At least not here! I have F.E.A.R. (False evidence appearing real) of being lonely when I have been alone the whole time. I thank everyone for who they are, because they will make me better by being themselves. I wrote a lovely poem about them.
You try to take my soul with your false realities.
In hopes to make me another one of your causalities.
Lost to the fact that with you I loosing my fabrics of self
Your words do it all, you don't need a belt to leave whelps
And when I ask for help, my cries were denied and defied
It's fun how time flies when everyone is living a lie!
In hopes to make me another one of your causalities.
Lost to the fact that with you I loosing my fabrics of self
Your words do it all, you don't need a belt to leave whelps
And when I ask for help, my cries were denied and defied
It's fun how time flies when everyone is living a lie!
When humans strip you of every worldly possession and your "friends" turn their backs on you. You will be alone with the lord, and free enough to follow the path that has been set for you.
The righteous shall prosper, and the wicked shall be exposed! Inshallah
2 comments:
I'm sorry you feel this way. Just remember that a true friend sacrifices much for the sake of the friendship and will go to great lengths to preserve and protect it even at their own expense. Even if it means lying about the true feelings that they wished would go away in hopes of the thought eventually catching up to what they speak. Think about what was given and in that you'll realize what you think has been lost, but has only gone away in order to be the friend that you deserved. To me THAT is the truest friend one could ever have, regardless of the mistakes made in the process. Forgive and understand objectively. I think that you'll find solace and realize that you do have people that love you to the 100th power - no matter how far away.
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